Spent the day with Holly. Helped her with last minute gifts. We got a lot of attention. Im used to it. But Holly was embarrassed. Maybe because I kept pointing it out. She looked good in my jeans. They were painted on super tight. My little white sweater was perfect for her. It really accentuated her big boobies. She looked like a giant Barbie doll.

I took a valium before we left. That along with my other meds made me high. I did things I wouldnt normally do. Like smacking Hollys butt. Whenever she moved too slow. I smacked her. The first couple times she was shocked. But then she started hitting back. I wonder if she got red underneath.

Oh and we kissed. Some guys were walking around with parsley. Pretending it was mistletoe. Trying to get kisses. One of them came up to us. He put the parsley over my head. Then puckered his lips. He was cute. But I wouldnt ever kiss him. I turned to Holly. Grabbed her jacket collar. Gave her a giant kiss. The guys jaw dropped. I giggled and grabbed Holly. Pulling her into Macys. She was still dazed. The look on her face. That silly smile. I wanted to kiss her again. But I did the opposite. Pretended it was all a joke.

Shes on her way to her grandparents. Im still here at the house. Lena is here too. But shes got her boyfriend with her. So basically Im all alone. I might go home a day early. Leave tomorrow morning. Give the folks a little surprise.