Its almost 4:30 in the afternoon. I just got out of bed. I tried getting up earlier. But my body wouldnt let me. So I lay there. Thinking about what I had just dreamed. Then I fell asleep again. This happened several times. I had so many dreams. But I only remember a few.

One of them involved our sexy neighbor Nicole. We were secret agents. She was seducing this guy. He was selling secrets to the enemy. We had to find out what he was selling. And to whom. But somehow things got mixed up. I ended up with the guy. He must have drugged me. Because I woke up in a dark room. Naked on a bed. With him on top of me. Fucking me from behind. All I could think about was Nicole.

Then I dreamed about Josephine again. We were in that dusty alcove. She had me pinned up against the wall. Her nose pressed into my ass. Her tongue sloshing at my pussy. Lapping at my juices. Her face was crusted with clay. Then later in the tub. My pussy looked weird. It was crusted with clay also. I remember being scared. But she told me not to worry. She rubbed me clean. Then she fucked me hard. Sucking on my toes while she thrusted. I thought she would fuck me again. But she left the room. I found her in the pantry. Eating those vanilla wafers.

Bizarre dreams. There are voices downstairs. My stomachs growling. Im hungry. But I dont care to venture. My hair is all fucked up. Probably from sleeping all day. Twisting and turning from those dreams.

Well at least no work this week. I dont know what Im going to do. I feel like spending it with Christina. But I know Julie wants to do stuff. I wish it was only sex with her. Life would be so much easier. Thats the way it was supposed to be. Then things slowly changed. Subtle changes here and there. I should have seen it coming. She reminds of Candace. Very manipulative.

The end of summer is almost here. Time to see the folks. But I feel like pushing it off. Mostly because of Hanna. I know I shouldnt let it bother me. I should be big about it. But shit like that just pisses me off.