I contracted pneumonia. Walking pneumonia. Not as bad as regular pneumonia. But a pain in the ass nonetheless. Especially during finals. Fucking unbelievable. The shit I go through.

I planned to sleep through the weekend. But Heather fucked up my plan. She sent Heidi up here. What the fuck? Bitch! Im not your sisters babysitter. She always does that. She always ditches Heidi. Yesterday was no exception. I dont mind Heidi. Shes absolutely adorable. But still. Heather should have checked with me first.

Heidi was a gracious guest. She brought milk and cookies. I couldnt have any. Theyd make me cough. But the gesture was nice. She and her nanny baked the cookies. The girl is 15. She still has a nanny. I guess I shouldnt criticize. Ive seen her nanny. Her nanny is hot. Id want her nanny too.

Seeing her at my door was kind of weird though. You know after what happened last time. Baring our boobies and all. But Heidi didnt seem uncomfortable. She even tried to greet me with a hug. But I rebuffed the gesture because of the pneumonia. Im not choking up blood anymore. But I still have this nagging cough. I told her about the pneumonia. Gave her the option of leaving. She opted to stay. So I made her wear a surgical mask. She looked cute in it. I decorated it with flowers and her name.

Christina (Perfect Girl) thought up the surgical mask idea. She was concerned about me. She wanted to see me. But I told her she couldnt. So she bought a box of these masks. It was perfect. I was able to let her in. She and Holly. They took turns looking after me. I couldnt have done finals without them.

Getting back to Heidi. It took great effort to accommodate her. I gave her the couch. But she wanted to join me in bed. She said she needed to talk. So I got out of bed. Stripped the bedding. Stripped myself. Changed into fresh attire. Remade my bed with fresh linens. Then we both climbed in. She did most of the talking. The topic of course was sex. It was pretty intimate this time. Because she was talking about herself. Her boyfriend is pressuring her into sex. She said she doesnt want to have sex. But asked if she should she do the other stuff. Oral or anal?

Where is her mother? She shouldve answered these questions long ago. Not me. Im not her mother. I told her to wait until she falls in love. Kissing and petting is ok. But only if the guy is not an asshole. And only if she feels comfortable with it. Her first sexual experience should feel good. Sexual intercourse should be nice and gentle. It should be with someone she loves and trusts. Not just some random guy looking to get laid. The same goes for anal and oral intercourse. It should be with someone she loves and trusts.

Those werent the answers she wanted to hear. She wanted validation. Yeah well tough luck.