I dozed off. Had a freaky dream. It involved Top Models Elyse and Adrienne. Also Jessica Alba and the TATU girls. Cant remember much. But I know it involved pudding.

The folks are still up. Im staying here until morning. In Lizzys room. I thought about staying at Kayas sisters. But its stifling over there. And Im not going back to the house.

You know I thought it would be cool. Id have the whole house to myself. But its not cool. Its scary. Especially at night. All by myself. With all of those weird noises. Noises that shouldnt be there. Especially with no one else in the house.

Last week: I stayed in my bedroom. Safe behind the deadbolts. I had my minifridge. My microwave. All I needed was a bathroom. That was rough Thursday. It was past midnight. I needed to pee. But I was too scared to go downstairs. So I peed into a Gatorade bottle. It was the only thing available.

This week will be better. I will eat early. Shower during daylight. Pee before bedtime. Keep the stun gun ready. As well as the pepper spray. I even have an escape route planned!