I just came back from seeing Kaya. We had lunch. She Mati and me. Mati was very talkative. But she could hardly hold my attention. I couldnt stop staring at Kaya. Daydreaming about her. I wanted to kiss her so bad. But not the way she greeted me. With that polite kiss. No I wanted a long hot passionate kiss. The kind I used to remember.

I wanted to spend all day with her. But she had to go. Her mom has a tight leash on her. She says its like when she was a teenager. Her mom is controlling her. Turning her into a robot. But she has no regrets. She says shes glad she left Tessa. Im glad too. So very glad.

Laughter and squeals. Its sunny. But its also cold. Yet theyre out there. Sunbathing topless. Alisa Tracy Lexis and Jenna. Theyre wearing their bottoms. But they might as well go bottomless. Those tiny triangles dont cover much. They way theyre stretched over. Creating tight camel toes.