Angie didnt come in this week. Her interviews went well. They made her an offer she couldnt refuse. So she gave her two weeks notice. Then she started depleting her sick time. Shes supposed to be back next Thursday. Thats when her sick time runs out. Her last day is Friday. I hope she swings by to see me. I already sent her an e-mail. But Id like to say goodbye in person. Who knows? I might even return that kiss.

As for Helena. She isnt speaking to me. I asked about the incest. She got all ballistic. At first she denied it. She said I was imagining things. Then she sort of confirmed it. But she didnt explain why. Then she got annoyed. Her Russian accent became thick. I thought she was goofing. You know... trying to make light of the situation. But she wasnt. No she was dead serious. She told me it was none of my fucking business.

So I started backpeddling. I agreed that it was none of my business. I mean Vicki is a consenting adult now. She just turned 18 last week. If they want to screw around. Its none of my business. I only advised that they be a little more discreet. Unfortunately Helena took that the wrong way. She thought I was going to blab about them. So she got in my face. Told me to keep my mouth shut or else. Then she stormed out.

She has nothing to worry about. I mean who am I gonna tell? Its just weird. The whole thing is weird. I could never do that with Hanna or Lizzy. Ewwww! Theyre my sisters. Thats not to say it hasnt happened involuntarily. Because I have gotten aroused by them. Whenever the three of us sleep together. The bed is overcrowded. Their bodies overlap onto mine. I always wake up aroused.

Its never been voluntary. Unless you count when I was young. When we would play doctor. We would rub each other. Then kiss the spot. Or during baths. When we would clean each other. It felt good. So we did it. But we were young. We didnt know any better.

All of a sudden I feel tired. I dont want to go out tonight. Its way too late. My body is way too tired. Baby needs some rest.