Spent the weekend at home. Waited for dad. He returned yesterday afternoon. Hairier than usual. Also much thinner. Lindsay and Carolanne were with him. The hurricane left them homeless. So the folks agreed to take them in. We had tons of questions. But dad was just too exhausted. I called mom after work today. She said he was still asleep.

It was a safe weekend. I didnt spy on Kaya. Nor did I run into her. Or any of her friends. Things have finally settled down. Weve accepted reality. We cant be friends. Im too emotionally involved. Its better if we keep apart. Live separate lives.

Kaylie doesnt work in our building anymore. She was promoted during the summer. I was hoping talk to her. To explain my voyerism. Maybe she would have understood. Maybe we could have been friends. I dont know. Its too late now.