Last night was great. Went out with Perfect Girl. Crashed back at her place. Spent the night talking. Her friend Katie was adorable. Shes so gullible. She talked about her latest boyfriend. It was hilarious. To hear the surprise in her voice. The way she spoke. It just cracked us up. She was so damn adorable. You just wanted to go up to her. Pinch her cheeks and babytalk her.

Then there was tough girl Jen. She talked about her own boyfriend. His wandering eyes. How she put him in place. Then about her crazy neighbors. How they shit in her parents bird bath. She said something about them. It was damn funny. Something about them being damaged in their heads. Just the way that she said it. It had me rolling. I nearly peed myself.

We talked. Smoked. Got high. It was good. Even if I mostly kept quiet. It was good being with people. Laughing. I needed that. Its been tough. Being here without Kaya. Missing her touch. The physical contact. All this stress has been building. It felt good to laugh. To release some of it.