Heather was alone. I went to talk to her. To apologize for Friday. For busting in on her anal fantasy. Only I didnt say that. I didnt mention anal fantasy. Nor did I mention her masturbation. I only focused on my own faults. My own actions. Especially not knocking. That was a mistake. But I was desperate. I really needed to pee. I didnt want to wet myself. It was an accident. A mistake that wont be repeated. I said this with my head lowered. Eyes to the floor. Voice full of contrition.

Apologizing was the right thing to do. It made me feel better. It also calmed shit down. Things must have brewed over the weekend. Heather must have been worried. Or more likely she got pissed. Because there was a meeting planned tonight. Lexis told me about it. She said Heather had called it. I found this out after I apologized. But then the meeting was canceled. So I think my apology worked.

I dont want to stir shit. We had enough shit last year. With Taylor and Kathleen. Then Julies fuckface boyfriend. I dont want that this year. I like everyone this year. Even Heather. Ok so shes a homophobe. It doesnt mean that we cant coexist. Especially if she doesnt know about us. Because if she did know. She could do a lot of damage. And thats what I want to avoid.