! feel guilty. I feel like I cheated on Kaya. I had pie with The Girl. Caramel apple cream cheese pie. She was gushing about it. She said I had to try some. Then she pushed her fork my way. Fed me a mouthful. It was sweet and sticky. I didnt have my water bottle. So she gave me a sip of her coffee. I took a swallow. Then watched her drink out of the same cup. It was an intimate moment for me. I felt a rush of warmth throughout my body. I wanted to kiss her right there. She had no clue what I was thinking.

Im so tired. I havent slept this week. My eyes hurt. I can barely keep them open. But my head is alert. My body is a bundle of energy. I think its first week jitters. I need to slow down. Pace myself. Theres plenty more to come.

Right now its sleep for me. Im horny as fuck. But I cant risk driving in my condition.