Spent most of the day reviewing everything. I think Im all studied up. Ready for the onslaught.

Jenna and Lexis just left. They came up last night plastered. Lexis fell asleep. Jenna was talkative. She told me about her old sorority. Kind of sounded like the Hellmouth. But the Hellmouth was tame in comparison. We chose the beautiful willing. Put them through initiation. Stripped them of their pride. Made them humble. Made them obedient. It was taxing. But not brutal. We didnt go to extremes. We didnt give enemas. We didnt give golden showers. Least not on purpose. Most we ever did was minor bondage. Never inflicted serious pain. Except the carrot up the butt. The carrot up the butt was quite painful. We tested humiliation in other ways. Less harsh. But equally effective.

Jenna said she misses it. The sisterhood. I understand what she means. The Hellmouth provided support. It was home away from home.

Here Im all alone. Naked without a net. Cowering behind a facade.