Had to escape. Was going nuts over there. Just arrived here. Corri is off somewhere. Said I looked like shit. Told me to sleep. That sounds good. Then wake up and search for Martina. I need a fuck. Need it badly. So much fucking tension inside. Feels like Im going to explode.

I look like shit? Maybe thats good. At the airport terminal. Got lots of flirting smiles and winks. More than usual. Mostly guys. But girls too. One blonde freaked me out. She was clinging to this guy. She came up. Started talking. Asked if I was interested. A threesome with her boyfriend. I said no. Too bad. She had a thin sexy body. Cute pixie face. Reminded of Kaya. Beautiful Kaya. Might as well ask about her. Maybe she lost my number. Maybe Im reaching. So fucking pathetic. Cant help it. She was hot. I want to grab her. Ravish her. Slam her down. Suck her dry. Fuck like rabbits. Im burning up. I need to cum.